A year gone by
February 28, 2011It’s been a year since i’ve written a blog. A year with good and bad things. Trials and travails.. getting back into love and yes of course, firmly establishing myself in the domain of physical sciences – my small contribution to this world, a paper in PRA. Sometimes I have felt like running away, away from everything, work, friends, family and everything. Felt numb. Yet at other times, i have never felt alive than before.
One thing, over the past year I have grown up. Grown up a lot. Banters about getting married.. never-ending hues and cries from my extremely concerned relatives, a here and there try by mum,… work pressure, what to do after phd.. where to stay.. what postdoc, what job.. all .. extremely tiring. I miss being that kid with a one track focussed mind. I want to study here, and this is my goal.. it seems the goals are too many now, or too less. Achievable ? or just complicated and hazy because of other constraints ? Post the quarter life crisis..
For now, I feel like making new friends, reliving those college days, those carefree, careless moments.. the infinite tea sessions, the barista blasts,.. the momos.. … yea.. someday may be goa with friends. .
