My first experience of giving a 26 hr exam! I could not pace myself well, I dont think I did particularly great. I just gave up in the end. Since 9 pm on friday, I have precisely done nothing. I let myself flow and spent time away from Physics. Enjoying every moment.. clinging on to that lil bit of hope.. its much like holding sand. It’s weird, because there are no fights, there is no bitterness, there is care, there are smiles, there is fun, there is craziness, there is madness, there are giggles, but there isn’t something. I’ve experienced the best and the worst of relationships and i could hold on to none. That’s the saddest and best part.
I went to a gathering last week. It was organized by a few people who run a society called ‘ASHA’ – promoting child education in India, collecting funds for the same. I was amazed at the level of discussions. ‘Adda’ at the highest level, like the Romans and the Greeks. I felt like a moron amidst cultured and brilliant people. Great thinkers in their respective fields, yet thinking about social welfare of a country so far away. The primary driving force being – “I have to do something” . When i came back home, a few things kept reverberating in my mind. Why is it that people back home(with due respect to the young and the old) in my family never understand this? There are so many things to do, so much to know, and yet people are so hell bent on fighting and creating pain for everyone, instead of trying to create a peaceful ambiance. Sharing, caring and loving: aren’t these the ingredients of a harmonious household? How do people become so narrow-minded?
Negative energy has accumulated too much in my system. I need to dissipate it.
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